February 2010
Elsie by Finnyerkes
P.S. Siljie I messaged you.
January 2010
For the first time ever in my life
I’m am shakeing from anger. I never knew I could be like this. Be so hurt, mad, and disrespected all at once. I want to cry from how I thought my friends were, I want to scream from the aggravation he has caused in my life all this time. I want to punch him for changeing into this monster. I want to hug him because I miss him. I want to destroy the things he’s given me, because he...
Before I Die (31 - 52)
31. Make this list really happen.
32. Goto a wedding, and be part of the wedding.
33. Acctually sit and talk with Justin Richards, and just let everything out.
34. To feel strong again.
35. Help someone with anything. (nothing illegal)
36. Get kissed under the stars.
37. Hang with Of Mice & Men.
38. Goto Spirit West Coast.
39. Goto South Wext by South West.
40. Talk to Oprah...
Tonight I Feel As If
I’m holding back so many tears. My body is shakey, I’m coverd in bandages, from the pain I am inflecting on myself. I know I’m letting you all down, but perhaps if I were to open up more to people, I’d be okay, but in all honesty, how can I be okay, when I don’t know whats going on?
New scars are appearing, as the feeling up being unloved, by my own parents, shows...
Before I Die (15 - 30)
15. Write a song with Jeremy Spring, Jamey (Sleep For Sleepers, lead singer), Justin Richards, Matt Shelton, Andrew Goldeinstien, and Bradley)
16. Have a song be written about me.
17. Goto Norway
18. Goto Ireland
19. Goto Russia
20. Visit the U.K.
21. Adopt
22. Start my life over with the right people.
23. Be told I’m loved.
24. Dance in the rain.
25. Get Kissed in the rain.
26....
AP Tour 2010, Who is all going & Favorite Band?
I think my favorite band on AP Tour 2010 is a three way tie between The Summer Set, The Cab, and Hey Monday. Obvious reasons. I’ve interviewed both The Cab and Hey Monday before. As for The Summer Set I just plain love them.
Before I Die (1-14)
Goto Ethan’s grave alone by my own.
Goto a concert with my best friends. (Catie S. Katy C. Siljie, Lesley, Meyoung, Skyler, Daria, Reggie, Josh, Matt S. Nick C. Riley, Katie, Moni, Lauren, Loren, Quinn, Jimmy, Hailee, Brian, and Seth.)
Be brought up on stage at a concert. (Other then my really close friends, please.) (ex. A Rocket To The Moon [I know them but hey…] Mayday Parade, We...
@dariansharkbait
dariansharkbait:
cupkatyk:
I know about your post of you know thing that makes us mad. Well my friend mentioned and I told him if he did it again, I would have you go after him. lol
Lady…..refresh my memory. What are we talking about here?! My memory is the worst lately. I don’t even know why :[
Um Game..
I can't get you out of my mind.
You can tottally ask me very personal questions, I...
I’ll answer them no matter what, I promise.
Cause I don't know who I am, when your running...
And I don’t know just who you are, when your sleeping in someone elses bed.
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Oh and By The Way, I have a great love for Garden State.
So now I guess I'm going to take the time and...
I'm sorry I haven't bloged in a while.
Had my heart broken.
Saw my brothers.
Realized alot of stuff.
Settled in.
Got my braces changed.
I promise I’ll be back real soon, trust me!
Take a second, think about it...
I want you to take a minute and think of that one song, that in one second or so, everything around you isn’t their. You can’t hear your parent’s fighting, that bad grade on that test dosen’t hurt you, you brother or sister stole your favorite sweat shirt, you don’t care whats going on, only that your in that place that song takes you. What song is it, who is it by,...
punkbetch:chemicalkid:jacatttackk:switchbladesmile:aloverscomplaint:
Search these in your iTunes and write down the first song on the list from what comes up.
Happy: -
Sad: The Sadness Will Never End - Bring Me The Horizon
Love: Bring Back Love - Ace Enders and a Million Diffrent People
Hate: Hate Me - Blue October
Light: There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - Anberlin
Dark: I’ve Got...
